When I was a high school student I got crush on an Irish girl who was in the same school, same year with me. I was crazy about her and I wanted to get close to her, but my English was horrible(I suppose it's still not good enough). So, my mind went blank when I tried to talk to her. I can't remember what I spoke to her even today. And I couldn't tell my feeling for while. Finally, I told my feeling to her just before the final exam, but she just started to going out with different man few days ago. I could pass the exam but I was down indeed and couldn't think about university which I should choose. After the exam, my friend told me that she knew my feeling and she also had same feeling as me. I really regreted being so shy. And I came back Japan but I couldn't get over from the shock. I didn't feel like to study for entering exam of university.
As you can imagine, I failed the university of my first choice. In addition, my second choise was a university in Tokyo, but my parents didn't allow me to live in Tokyo. So, I couldn't even take the entering exam. And I failed my third choice by my foolish mistake. I talked about different university on the interview.
So, Kwansei Gakuin University was my fourth choice. But it was the only university which I could pass. It was incapable for me at that time. However, I change my mind and I said to myself that "this is fate. This is unchangable. God decide this to bring me the best way. So, what I can do is only set a new goal and make effort to make the new dream comes true." I don't believe god normally, but I believed only in this time.
Interesting story - It was enjoyable to read. I'm glad you were able to come to KGU. You seem to like it here.
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